Ok. I never really make the time to go through my dash and reblog stuff on tumblr anymore, but I’m back to post stuff for a different purpose.
I’m using this as a fitness food diary keep myself motivated blog.
I don’t have anyone I really personally know on here so this just makes it so much better and easier than doing this shit on twitter or Facebook. But I feel like if I’m ashamed to post what I eat or what I do for the day, then I shouldn’t be eating or doing it. So I’m gonna do a day by day kind of thing of a food & fitness diary for 2 weeks to hopefully lose the weight I want, get to my goal, and just get into a habit of staying fit and healthy and not breaking it so often.
My goal is to weigh at least 120.
No alcohol, no cigarettes, no meat besides chicken or turkey, no fried foods, raw foods only, water only, no carbs, no condiments, lots of fruits and veggies, no sweets, no pop, coffee on occasions, gym 3 times a week, salads for my big meals for the most part.
I can do this. I will do this. Yesterday I said tomorrow.
Why do I want this so bad? I just want to be comfortable again in my own body. I already did weigh 120 but I really let myself go recently, and it’s so defeating because I was doing so well and wouldn’t even dare to eat bad food for the longest time. I just need to get myself back in the habit. Be more comfortable. Feel better about myself. And feel healthier too. Being a waitress you need to stay fit and need to be able to handle long hours of running around and being on your feet. So it will help me be not as tired.
I just gotta stay active, learn to say no, and be my own motivation.
I can do this. I want that flat stomach, look good in a bikini, look attractive, feel attractive, gain confidence.
Maybe eventually get a belly button ring once I feel comfy.
And who knows, maybe tell him I like him…..
Day by day discipline, 2 weeks. I got this.